"Wow, Sarutobi-Sensei...You're a perv." ~Little!Jiraiya

Can I kill my family? Is that legal?

If not kill them, can I at least lock them in a box for the next few months?

Okay, here's the thing:

I haven't slept in the same bed as Conner for a year. It sounds like a little thing and I always thought that it was until it got taken from me. This fucking sucks. When I need him more than ever, I can't have him.

I just want to wake up at four in the morning, unstick myself from him, roll over, and go back to sleep. I want to get up in the morning with him. I want to fall asleep to the sound of his heartbeat at night. I want to wake up before him and just watch his face while he dreams. I want to hold him when he's had a nightmare. I want him to hold me. I want to watch those gorgeous, deep, always-wet, mossy-brown eyes flutter open in the bright golden light that comes through his curtains at dawn. I want to kiss him goodnight and good morning. I just want to be with him.

Oh, well...3 months, 11 days...